hello, hello

planning my future.. haha... after higher nitec will be going NS so that will be like 21, then 2 yrs of service so that will be 23 to 24... after that, i might plan to go into culinary
(reason because i can't take engineering anymore or any IT thing, my brain will pop, but why culinary because i want to go church planting and in this field i can do tent making, and also i kinda like cooking) so will be 2yrs after that will be like 26! very old already haha.. but will work to get experience 1st for 2 to 3 yrs so by then i will be 29!! shit! old man... time is getting shorter each time when you plan your life... but who cares that's what i want to do..(God uses old people)

i think I'm weird, i don't know who is reading this but here goes... when jasmine announced the change of leadership, i didn't feel sad or happy... today was with the DI cls, i asked all of them, and almost all say that they are sad that Mh leave DI, i was thinking to myself how come sad?. i don't understand... well maybe this is how God created me, but what makes me sad was to see beggars living in this world, when i went to Bangkok, i see many of them around the street, kids and old people.. when i went there i felt like crying because they are in that state... well i can say that, that is a close thing to my heart(might be my calling). so i think only things that are close to my heart will make me sad or happy.. but that does not mean that i don't love mh.