this is my 100th post for this blog...
there are 2 things which my mind can't process... the first one would be why are people's thinking so different from mine?.. as in why some people think that some things are hard to do and why i find some things easier to get it done?.. like making a decision... to make something happen you must make a decision, what's so difficult about that?.. whithout it your life can't move on!... but yet some people find it hard and they dwell in it for a long long time.. then maybe after months they decide to move on.. i wonder why?..
that's not it.. some people only knows how to get into trouble.. they don't know how to prevent trouble.. like having too much fun.. is normal to go out have fun but it's not normal when you have too much fun that lands you into deep shit... like gambling.. it's addictive.. some people love to go casino to gamble.. but there must be a limit to that.. but some Nooooooo... i want to win till i'm happy.. but they end up losing till they drop.. and then get other people into trouble and then other people have to clean up their mess for them.. what in the world are some people thinking?.. can't they just think for others and themselves?
that's one thing.. now the other thing is something that is a little extrem.. but some of you readers may think i'm nuts!!.. well maybe i am....
2 nights a go i tried to imagine what is it feels like to be dead... while lying on the bed, i closed my eyes and start to think that i'm on my death bed.. then i tried to imagine that i'm dead.. but my mind stops on the death bed, it can't go on anymore.. i don't know why.. but it made my heart pound a little faster.. and guess what, i think i have a fear of death.. i know that i will be with God.. but it's more of the experience that i'm afraid.. and i can't imagine what heaven it will be like.. it's too awesome that my mind just can't imagine it.. some of us wants heaven to be a beautiful place where God will give us what we want.. but i think that is just a dream that why you can imagine it.. but try imaging you being with god.. try to see the picture clearly in your mind and try to feel it.. if you can i would say your mind is powerful... but i can't do that.. it's like an imperfect person who wants to see God face to face now.. His glory is so powerful that it will just kill you.. maybe that's why my sinful mind can't reach there yet...
I DON'T INTEND TO KILL MYSELF..
soon i will be going off for attachment.. and i will miss you DI peeps.. my attachment is from monday to saturday.. and i have to go for adult service.. but before i go i will do my best to train those i want to train.. time is short.. but anyway.. do miss me.. haha.. trying to be lame...
there is one book i would like to recommend.. it's called leadership Gold by john c.maxwell. I love that book it got me excited about leadership... and in that book it can be applied in organisation as well as in the church.. it's a must read if you want to improve in your leadership skills... there are some things we thought we know... but it will be a wake up call to many.. because we just need to be reminded..
there are 2 things which my mind can't process... the first one would be why are people's thinking so different from mine?.. as in why some people think that some things are hard to do and why i find some things easier to get it done?.. like making a decision... to make something happen you must make a decision, what's so difficult about that?.. whithout it your life can't move on!... but yet some people find it hard and they dwell in it for a long long time.. then maybe after months they decide to move on.. i wonder why?..
that's not it.. some people only knows how to get into trouble.. they don't know how to prevent trouble.. like having too much fun.. is normal to go out have fun but it's not normal when you have too much fun that lands you into deep shit... like gambling.. it's addictive.. some people love to go casino to gamble.. but there must be a limit to that.. but some Nooooooo... i want to win till i'm happy.. but they end up losing till they drop.. and then get other people into trouble and then other people have to clean up their mess for them.. what in the world are some people thinking?.. can't they just think for others and themselves?
that's one thing.. now the other thing is something that is a little extrem.. but some of you readers may think i'm nuts!!.. well maybe i am....
2 nights a go i tried to imagine what is it feels like to be dead... while lying on the bed, i closed my eyes and start to think that i'm on my death bed.. then i tried to imagine that i'm dead.. but my mind stops on the death bed, it can't go on anymore.. i don't know why.. but it made my heart pound a little faster.. and guess what, i think i have a fear of death.. i know that i will be with God.. but it's more of the experience that i'm afraid.. and i can't imagine what heaven it will be like.. it's too awesome that my mind just can't imagine it.. some of us wants heaven to be a beautiful place where God will give us what we want.. but i think that is just a dream that why you can imagine it.. but try imaging you being with god.. try to see the picture clearly in your mind and try to feel it.. if you can i would say your mind is powerful... but i can't do that.. it's like an imperfect person who wants to see God face to face now.. His glory is so powerful that it will just kill you.. maybe that's why my sinful mind can't reach there yet...
I DON'T INTEND TO KILL MYSELF..
soon i will be going off for attachment.. and i will miss you DI peeps.. my attachment is from monday to saturday.. and i have to go for adult service.. but before i go i will do my best to train those i want to train.. time is short.. but anyway.. do miss me.. haha.. trying to be lame...
there is one book i would like to recommend.. it's called leadership Gold by john c.maxwell. I love that book it got me excited about leadership... and in that book it can be applied in organisation as well as in the church.. it's a must read if you want to improve in your leadership skills... there are some things we thought we know... but it will be a wake up call to many.. because we just need to be reminded..
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