help me! my thinking is becoming too realistic, like when i talk about things there is no hope from God or miracles in it! it's just too practical!!

now i know why people back slided even though they had tasted the power of God! this world is just full of temptations! and i NEVER want to be like them!
God please help.

Given my circumstances, i know what i'm like, there is this little fear of not being able to grow because of my work and my limited time. HELP!