after reading 2 gospel books of Matthew and mark in less than a month i discover that Matthew's writings are very detailed compare to mark's... book of Matthew refered many times to the ot while mark is just writing on what did Jesus said and what did the whole gang did.. so can i say that Matthew is a hard working detailed person? and mark is just getting right to the point...

yesterday the lord made me realise that self discipline is about focusing on him alone.. i admit that a couple of days ago my focus was on all the things around me..
when i focus on God, i don't have any problems getting right to his word, but when i look on the things around me i just can't seem to get things right, just like when peter walk on water, because he focus on Jesus and had faith but the moment he saw the waves, he just lost faith and focus on the scary waves.. and i did took a fall here but god's hand was never too short to grab me just like how he grab peter.. it was really amazing.. he knows when we need his help..

i'm just getting excited for this coming Christmas it will be something different, no more carols.. it is just something different and we will have a new touch on what is christmas really all about, i will release the news after exams. but i need volunteers to get it running, don't ask, just volunteer.
speaking of which, i spent 3 hours planning this whole thing as well as other things, and the more i plan, i realise that i enjoy planning and i can say that i have grown in this area! thank you lord! i don't know how or when it started but i just grew in this area.. and i'm please about it... so looking forward to christmas and more things ahead..

love u all! ( i know everyone sees me like a tough kind of person, but i do have my soft side you know)