lets see...

today is my 3rd day since Saturday.. on Thursday i will be going to my new outlet which is called 53 and it's just in front of timbre...

i just read the strait times and i happen to read about what the head of catholic church Nicholas said about mercy killing( i didn't read the whole thing). he says that it is immoral. well it's kinda true, he says that we have no right to take our own life. true.. but on the other hand if i'm suffering lets say like i'm can't move at all, lying in bed all day, feeling helpless.. do i have the right to ask the the doctors to kill me? or should i wait to see a miracle? it's a TOUGH CALL.. another way to see is i'm actually killing myself, suicide. but how will god see it?.. we can't kill our self but on the other hand God does not want us to suffer too right?.. or let's say that i'm out cold.. i can't wake up at all for like 2, 3 years and someone says lets end it so that i will not suffer anymore will that person be guilty of murder? or what if before i was in a coma i told the person if i didn't wake up for a long time end my life. will i be guilty of suicide?

i consider this a grey area and it's hard to tell the right from the wrong. what do u think?