I've got to admit.. serving God is tough... i'm going to be a little transparent and real here...

ever since the start of my school... is tiring pshically.. and it leads to my spirit.. which means i got tired of serving... i was telling god can i give up?... it's too tiring and tough until i'm really really tired.... back of my mind i know i can't.. because this is what i hold on to.. if i give up now, i'm self centred.. because there are lives entrusted to me... and it will contridict my life moto "make an impact wherever i go".. and also.. because of God's judgement.... all will have to give an account to him when we see him... kinda tough.. imagine God ask you "why did you give up?" seriously i don't know how to answer that... but really thank God for the anointed speaker Pastor Christine.. you can see that she preach with power and authority given by the Holy Ghost.. really that God... she said that "did God ask you to give up your minisrty?"... big blow to make me think.. and i think on further... "when on earth did God ever let me down?".... the anser is never!... so on saturday night i told God.. lets make a deal... "When i serve you, you give me strength to carry on, even the toughest times to help me go on".. and in deed god give his word.. right now i feel so refresh..... so bro and sis... it's not about making a deal with God, but is about since when has God let you down?... it's about what you belief in life.. what you hold on to....

All glory to the most high!!! let the praises ring!!!!