it has been very long since i update... there are many things happening lately.. a change in environment, i'm trying my best to bring a family to know christ by making use of mother's day buffet, i'm trying my best to bring my dad, bro and me closer, i'm trying to grow the group(not with my own strength of course)....

recently i have a change of place, from my school production to the school outlet hotel it's called sha villa, well it dosen't look like a villa in the first place.. but oh well...i can say that i'm learning and improving my skills, people ask me why i choose to go into this line, people tell me that is tough, is hard.. i like it that way.. hahah.. being is sha villa is fun.. serving real customers.. haha.. i screw up a few times in breakfast.. hahaha.. but was fun.. then the chef was pissed off at us during the first day, which was this week tuesday and tomorrow is my 3rd day.. i dream to travel around the world to plant churches and also lend churches a hand is they neeed, to help the poor just like jesus.. i dream to hold my hold a church conference(not sure if can be done).

and i'm trying to help this family with their son.. i met this taxi driver while i was in his cab one day, he asked me what was i studying and all that.. then he told me he was trying to help his son, and his son is really gone stray and i gave him my word that i will do my best, we met a couple of times, with his son and wife.. and now i'm inviting them for the mother's day event, they are confirm coming and i really thank God for it...

about my family, after my bro is our of army, things didn't change fast.. it was only after he got into his course in SIM, he is going to pursue banking.. so with all these in place, i say we are getting closer even with my dad.. and i'm inviting him to challenge your limit 2.. he even asked for the invition card!!!

and as for the group, there are times i want to give up and just focusing on building my future.. is too tough for me to handle many things happening around me.. but this is ministry after all.. is tough to build me up... many times i cry out to god for help.. and things are gonna change just the matter of time and following God's timing... and also who is willing to step out of their comfort zone to serve.. there is one thing as i was searching my heart while taking a shower.. seriously i hate to see family spliting apart... i mean you got to think of the people around you.. who you gonna hurt.. and when parents with kids divorcing.. who suffer the most are the kids.. i have been through it.. it is never anyone's wish to go through it... so please don't be stupid by making a rash decision into marrying fast.. be patient.. god hates divorce, and he really hates it.. come to think of it.. i have burden for families who are in trouble... student ministry is not what i really go into it.. i do believe in student ministry, i seriously do.. but is not my cup of tea... some are called to be pastors, evangilist, musicians, prophets, ect... so my plan is to finish studies.. go ns and then work here for like 3 yrs then start going out to venture.. by then i'm 26.. still young..lol... marriage will not come in until i estiblish my foundation for my life...

well people these are my updates in my life...

The Rain is coming.. are the seeds planted in the soil?

the camp is over and i'm really happy that everything is done, and was smooth.. although i didn't have good rest in the camp. now back to school everyday in the kitchen.. cooking and eating everyday!!! oh my.. for the next 3 months i'm doing that.. and i think i'm going to grow bigger in this period... but what to do.. hahaha.. but i'm controling what i'm eating... well.. i'm juts enjoying myself there.. although is easy for now.. but next week is HELL'S KITCHEN...