back to blogging......
it has been very long since i have touch this computer, and i'm a little afriad because of the emails that i will see in my inbox.. seeing 50+ unread mails is scary enough for me.. but i'm surprise with some people who have and still having 1000+emails that are not opened haha...
work, work, and work this is what is working life is now for me.. it has been around 2 months now.. and the environment is alright.. but i hate long holidays.. because it will stop my momentum for work.. i'm not sure if 'm now a workaholic.. but never mind... i enjoy what i do.. everything must be perfect.. there are no such things as mistakes in the kitchen... i wonder how it will really feel like to work in a real hotel?.. waking up at 4 in the morning just to prepare breakfast for sleepy guest... then hearing their comments and complains.. but that's the way it is....
There is one thing that is really miss and that is my DI peeps.... last week i can't go for service.. didn't get to meet everyone.. man i was looking forward for the next service and CG.. Hell i miss everyone of you... nothing beats that having a family and ture friends whom you can trust...
but at the same time it just boils my blood thinking how come can't grow much... i know i'm not equipped in some areas, i know that i'm weak, and i'm not ready for some challenges.. but God what is happening?.. where are the mighty warriors???? where are the young men and women of God?... where are the people who will kick satan's Ass??? where are they???? sometimes to say truthfully it is easier to lead in the world than in the church.. because in the world i can shake your rice bowl, get you into hot soup.. but in church... i have the authority, but is anyone listening and obeying?.. i can't fire you from ministry.... i can't throw you out of the church.. but i can only tell and guide hoping that someone would listen and just do it! is it that hard to listen obey and do?? if anyone can't listen and obey Church leaders, how are they going to obey God?... sometimes i'm just too tired of all these rubbish and just want to move on...God please help..... i have made a commitment of leading DI... until i'm no longer able to help i will move to another place where i can be in full service of God..
it has been very long since i have touch this computer, and i'm a little afriad because of the emails that i will see in my inbox.. seeing 50+ unread mails is scary enough for me.. but i'm surprise with some people who have and still having 1000+emails that are not opened haha...
work, work, and work this is what is working life is now for me.. it has been around 2 months now.. and the environment is alright.. but i hate long holidays.. because it will stop my momentum for work.. i'm not sure if 'm now a workaholic.. but never mind... i enjoy what i do.. everything must be perfect.. there are no such things as mistakes in the kitchen... i wonder how it will really feel like to work in a real hotel?.. waking up at 4 in the morning just to prepare breakfast for sleepy guest... then hearing their comments and complains.. but that's the way it is....
There is one thing that is really miss and that is my DI peeps.... last week i can't go for service.. didn't get to meet everyone.. man i was looking forward for the next service and CG.. Hell i miss everyone of you... nothing beats that having a family and ture friends whom you can trust...
but at the same time it just boils my blood thinking how come can't grow much... i know i'm not equipped in some areas, i know that i'm weak, and i'm not ready for some challenges.. but God what is happening?.. where are the mighty warriors???? where are the young men and women of God?... where are the people who will kick satan's Ass??? where are they???? sometimes to say truthfully it is easier to lead in the world than in the church.. because in the world i can shake your rice bowl, get you into hot soup.. but in church... i have the authority, but is anyone listening and obeying?.. i can't fire you from ministry.... i can't throw you out of the church.. but i can only tell and guide hoping that someone would listen and just do it! is it that hard to listen obey and do?? if anyone can't listen and obey Church leaders, how are they going to obey God?... sometimes i'm just too tired of all these rubbish and just want to move on...God please help..... i have made a commitment of leading DI... until i'm no longer able to help i will move to another place where i can be in full service of God..
will anyone make this same commitment as me?
posted by isaiah/joel at 1:05 AM
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