Recently or just a few days ago i was really pissed with many things even a small little thing it will really make me mad.. well i know the cause.. it was myself.. but mostly i'm pissed with TYPICAL SINGAPOREANS!!!!... they are very self-centered... everything must be 1st.. can't be second. must be 1ST.. man i really sometimes want to scold them.. arrrr..... but then today's sermon Ps jeff said that everything happens for a purpose.. and i thought back about what happen. i believe God was teaching me not to be self-centered..

number 1 must be God
number 2 is others
number 3 is me..

and singaporeans are not doing that enough i mean putting others infront of ourselves.. well the goverment should do something about this.. this is what i feel... so that is what i learn.. never be self-centered.. but of course we should also sometimes be smart to take care of ourselvs and the next thing is about myself being pissed with many things.. it just takes a decision to get yourself right.. inculding your walk with God.. and everything else.. to do the right thing is just a decision away..

the next thing is EAST B FINALLY HIT 10 PEOPLE in service..congrets to my team.. oh.. speaking about hitting my goal.. and camp is coming up.... just $65 per person!!.. actually there is still more but i going to play dota with chen wei and jun wei now.. bb

Good news..

today's service is great.. singing all the high note songs.. which i did crack a bit here and there..haha.. and friday confimation was 11 but today it drop to 9.. but is alright.. thank God for james and jeff for coming.. really good to see fresh faces in the group.. i pray that both of you will constantly come every week for service and also for our fellowship.. well that's not all for today.. on the last entry i said god gave me a vision of holy communion. and guess what after a few days god revealed to me.. and is during holy com too.. God said remember me.. man.. it really freshen me up.. but i will always remember god.. come to think of it.. i think there is more coming up.. because god ask me to remember him.. so.. i think i'm going to be in a time of testing again.. or is i'm just thinking too much.. anyway.. god is good all the time and all the time god is good.. he is forever faithful!..

oh.. and i forgot.. on thursday stanley came for cg(you are always welcome) and he told us what happen to johnathan.. and we prayed and guess what the prayer came through!! God answered our prayer.. he was suppose to be in camp due to confiment but God answer our prayer to release him!! praise to God ONLY.. he is jus too marvelous...

brother and sister.. i'm going to open this site for prayer request!!! so write in the tag box or email me mad_monkey278@hotmail.com

Be bless and stay tune to read more testimonies coming up in the next few days!..

alright..

i applied the solitude and silience.. hey man is really refreshing.. last night i got a vison of holy communion.. well i'm trying to interprete it.. i'm trying to find the indept of it.. is it really just 1 cor 11: 23-29.. or is there more meaning to it.. well if anyone knows.. email me(mad_monkey278@hotmail.com).. i really want to find out.. to think of it.. there are many interpretaions to it.. like it could be that jesus is coming back.. well i don'tknow.. i can only seek and find out what is it myself..

anyway.. good news.. michael.. jessa's brother finally respoded to kelvin's message and calls.. we are going down t his house for cg tmr.. and kok leong.. well i don't know what got into him but he says he is coming this week.. PRAISE GOD!!.. and jeremy.. he say one of his cassmate is coming this week too!!.. i'm really excited to see new faces.. and all the more it inspires me to lead better...

and CAMP is coming up 26 to 29 march. and the price is $65 if i'm not wrong..haha.. but god is indeed working in our lives.. all u need to do is to catch it and move with his plan for you.. remember solitude and silence is important.. bye

alright people a few things that i want to blog down and is very effective if u apply it
this week i bought this book "disciplines of the holy spirit".. so here here are somethings

DRAWING NEAR TO GOD: DISCIPLINES OF SOLITUDE

1) solitude and silence
solitude and slience is important because it helps us estiblish and renew us in our relation to god.
through this, holy spirit works to transform us by drawing us closer to god in intimacy and vulnerability, by giving us revelations of god's character and purpose, by speaking to us, and by strengthing us for battle.

2)listening and guidence
it is a vital practice as we grow to love and trust god. as we wait upon god the spirit will release words of wisdom, knowledge through the scripture verses, images, impressions, promptings, memories or remembering. but we also must discern if is coming form god, satan or ourselve

3)prayer and inercession
it draws us deeper into the heart of god and also as we pray holy spirit will change us into more christ like. Not only that when we interceed the spirit also help us to interceed for us and others articulating for things that are too deep for words, revealing and interpreting the father's heart to us. through this discipline the spirit draws us into partnership in loving others, engaging in spiritual battle, securing god's plan and purpose.

4)Study and meditation
espically of scripture, it brings us into intimate knowledge of god's character and purpose. through the holy spirit can and will speak directly, he speaks primarily and most powerfully through the word to draw us into knowledge.

U know there is more written in here and is very effective IF we apply it.. and i believe it's true that we need solitude, we need to be still and know that god is in control in our lives.. let me show u the prove that it says that silience/rest is important. turn your bible to hebrews 4:10 to 11
when we enter into solitude we are resting in god's presence.. so sometimes when we feel burn out is because we did not rest in god's presence and we did not renew our relationship with him.. in verse 11 it says "Make every effort to enter that rest, so that no one will fall"

if we don't rest or spend time in the silence and stillness of god.. we can't grow.. even though we have a lot of knowledge, but if there is no rest, u will still fall, because u are not letting god to restore you.

well this is one of the thing that i want to share.. there is more so if you really want to know more about disciplines of the holy spirit.. go to sks bookstore in tiong barhu now..

ok.. i think yesterday i tired to blog but it came out some stupid thing says that cannot connect to blogger.. i typed so many things and all go to the drain.. ok i just want to testify about god's
faithfulness.. monday night i prayed god wake me up at 7.. and indeed god deed his part!!.. but i didn't do mine.. i was fully awake!! but is said 30 min more.. and god did wake me up at 730!! but i delay some more.. then last night i prayed for god to wake me up againand he did!!.. BUT I DIDN'T AGAIN!!!!.. feel like killing myself..

oh.. and i bought 2 books at sks books store is a very big christian store.. i bought disciplines of the holy spirit.. very good book i read a bit already.. and hell empty heaven full part 2.. is by reinhard bonnke.. is very good.. it inspires u to do missions... but now i really want to wake up by 7am tmr.. god slap me hard if i don't wake up.. going to simei to do survey can't miss the big catch.. well then good night

a new year...

i don't know what to expect in this year.. is either going to great, normal or lousy... but all i know is i just want to be closer to God.. is really tough serving.. no doubt about it.. if u ask me why i want to serve.. well is not only friends but sometimes also the title(is the truth!) i mean don't be stumble here.. sometimes the title really motivate me to serve.. but of course.. it won't work for the long run.. but my ultimate reason is because i want to do something in my life to impact people.. is not just life.. who knows when God will come back... when we impact people and they will impact others, is a chain reaction and i believe that is not just about salvation of the spirit but also the physical. Jesus came for the spirit and the body. well enough said about this..

the start in this year for me is really a great task.. well i'm managing the teaching side for the camp.. i don't know why i keep thinking that is tought.. but on the other hand if i think that is easy .. i think that things will turn up great.. but this is also my 1st time doing this.. and i want it to be excellent.. so God REALLY must help me with this one.. and mei hwa please guide me(this is my 1st time)..but i believe that it will be a great camp.. don't miss this camp people.. god will show you his plan for you!..

well.. signing off now.. will blog something else
bye

well hi..

i think the word for this year for me is "PATIENCE"!!!(did i spell it right?).. anyway.. because i found myself that i think i really lag in this area.. like one example is that i got no patience to wait for god to speak.. is like i just want an instant reply.. and also sometimes i cannot tolerate some actions that people do although i know that they are not mature yet.. God must help me in this area.. but today i was unable to wake up early again!!... i really need some big wake up call.. somebody give something that can wake me up!!.. but 1st of all i want to wake up early because i don't want to waste the morning.. and i want to make use of it by exercising... really.. in this 2007 i must change.. if not i can't grow at all.. i don't want to be the same person as last year.. tha's why i'm starting to blog.. i'm serious about something now.. really somebody help me.. 1st step is wake up early and exercise...

please pray that when i ask my bro for service he won't reject but really come!!.. and somebody please tag so that i know people are reading this.. thanks

yo wussup..haha.. alright let me blog donw my new year's stuff..

to train 4 CL(you know who u are)
to bring my bro and dad to God..
to know the word deeper..
to be more discipline(almost every area in my life)..
to improve my saxophone...
to develop my power gifting to another level..
and aslo control my money spending

yup.. and guess what yesterday i manage to wake up early!!... although i was 1 hour late for secdule but the thing is there is a slight BREAKTHROUGH!!! i'm so happy about that.. thank you LORD!!.. anyway i went swimming yesterday morning then later in the afternoon went to play basketball with some brothers and sisters... well today i was unable to wake up early.. i don't know why...but i hope tomorrow i'm able to get my ass off my bed.. well so later man.. bye

hello everybody. i'm not sure who is reading my blog now days.. but i will try to blog every week from now on... i will try to make use of this blog.. lets see

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

well yesterday i went with my aunt to her friends church.. my brother called me say he is GOING!! then immeditely i told him ok.. i will go with you.. but guess what.. he told me he was stuck in the jam at suntec... so.. i was all alone there.. to tell you the truth.. last night i was very judgemental... i keep judgging the church!! oh god forgive me.. but reall i couldn't help it i tried to contorl myself but the things that they do seems wierd.. is more of a ritual then a church.. parents force their kids.. holy com is like a ritual(but i didn't took part in it because it is like a ritual).. god don't deserve it at all.. Really thank god that i'm in hope church and i'm pround to serve the church.. but also another thing to thank god for is that my bro told me that he really wanted to go!!! and then i invited him to our service.. he gave a little excuse saying that he would rather go on sunday.. but i told him that is not as if he is a person who go home early.. is just 2 hours..

got to run