Wednesday, April 25, 2007

yesterday at ulc we did our spititual and personality test.. and guess what.. last time i have the gift of giving followed by prophecy and the next one i can't remember... but this time i did it and there is a total change.. now mine is evengilism, apostles/pioneer and there is 2 gifts that is 3rd which is intercession and encouraging.. well when i thought about it and is all true but apostles/pioneer not yet because i can't go overseas yet!. but i somehow like to pioneer like when i 1st step into simei ite.. God just bless the group...then for the personality test..

i'm a S/D

Dominance - relating to control, power and assertiveness
Influence - relating to social situations and communication
Steadiness (submission in Marston's time)- relating to patience, persistence, and thoughtfulness
Conscientiousness (or caution, compliance in Marston's time) - relating to structure and organization

steady person and also a little bit of domiance... so what's yours?

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

hello brothers,

School is starting tomorrow for me and i'm so excited finally get to study again!. i'm not just excited about school i'm more excited about the outreach YES!!! as you read this imagine this with me....when we conquered the whole of simei at least a unit in each school, sch of engg, sch of business, sch of health and science and God knows what other >schools are there! but when we conquer them all, imagine we march into the school auditorium of simei to start an I.T.E service with the glory of God shining on us, how beautiful to see people not just beng save but lives being changed by God! How beautiful will it be? to show to the rest of the school that GOD IS ALVE and to show everybody that they needs J.E.S.U.S! YOU FEEL ME!!.. tomorrow we take back what belongs to JESUS not just in SIMEI but in Bukit batok, clementi, Macpherson and all ITE in singapore! FOR JESUS!. And this is my conviction, who says that youth service only can have many converts?.. i don't BELIEVE in that.. I believe that ALL services can have as many converts as them and we WILL SEE IT COMING! DO YOU WANT >IT!!???..all this words that are written here is pouring out from my heart.. i'm >just so fired up for God..NO ATHORITIES, NO MAN, I mean NOTHING will stop GOD'S WORK! and during this time of survey and outreach LETS see WEEKDAYS >convert lets see sms flying around telling ppl that we have converts! let's have our personal convert! Last but not least in this race we all will get >tired remember to charge yourself everyday in God's word and presence..

i want all of you to remember this verse by heart
ISAIAH 40: 30-31 and ISAIAH 41: 10

LET'S start aREVOLUTION!
IT CAN BE DONE, IT WILL BE DONE, IT MUST BE DONE!!!
Yeah!.. that was a message that i sent to my CL.. well i hope those who are reading this will feel encourage by reading it.. is not jut in ITE.. but is where you are that is going to make a difference!
well... on that night when i type out that mssage(it was 16th april sunday night).. i tried to sleep and guess what i can't sleep almost the whole night.. and i'm suppose to go sch by 9am.. so, when i can't slp.. i decided to take time reading the word and spent time interceeding for people.. as i prayed for 1 person many names just keep poping out in my mind.. wow!.. just a lot of names. But there is one name that kept appearing in my head and is DANIEL.. i thought God wants me to pray for that person in my group, then i decided to take a shower.. because it was hot(turth is i didn't decide to bathe that night..HAHA).. while i was in the shower i was asking God "why is this name daniel keep appearin in my head?".. God didn't answer.. so i thought maybe God wants me to read the book of daniel.. i wasn't sure. After shower i went back to my room on the fan and start praying again with my bible in front of me... while praying for about 1 to 2 minutes my bible started making NOISE!! th pages were like rusttling leaf.. so i thought God wants me to read the book of daniel.. then i ask which chapter?..no reply.. so i read chapter 1 then in v4 it started to hit me "showing aptitude for every kind of leaning". then i started to remember the whole chapter(it was like God unlocking my memory).. in v17 it hit me even more.. God is trying to tell me about Wisdom and knowledge understanding of all KINDs.. and i believe it got something to do with my school!!.. then continue in Chapter 2.. then after reading the whole thing. i put the pieces together and understand that God wants me to be filled with wisdom and knowledge why?.. see in v47.. The King praised GOD! and i believe that God will use me in this way to glorify him...
I hope you guys will be strengthen because school is part of ministry.. to be specific.. studies is part of ministry.. Be encouraged!, Be inspired!

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

hello ppl.. i feel great now!!.. being refreshed becaue i made a decision to change and i can just feel god affirming that decision.. because when we are a christian too long.. sometimes we tend to "slack" either we know it or not.. so by making a decision to come back to the heart of worship makes me very joyful... and i want to start going back to basic again to make my foundation strong and that is by praying and reflecting about my walk with god in the last 4 yrs+.. so i hope you reading this will start making a decision to come back to the heart of worship.. god longs for you!!...

today went for ULC and hearing from the teachers and all that it sounds scary going to a higher level of leadership because got so many things need to do.. and i'm not good at many things.. but on the other hand i'm excited to grow.. just like my last entry said "start a revolution for JESUS".. i don't know but i just want to grow and achieve things i never done before.. leading is one thing i've never dream of.. but guess what God use a nobody to make a difference in lives today!! and that is me.. but it can be you too!.. just desire and work hard to show God i can do it.. and God know you can you just need to make an effort.....

This is my personal conviction to be a leader for Christ you must be Spiritual.. as in you must be able to connect to the spiritual world able to access to the heart of God.. feeling God's heartbeat..
how to do that?
you need to like, desire the spiritual side.. connecting to God all the time.. love what God love.. always put the kingdom 1st. take effort to read and know God's character. then slowly you will be able to hear God's small still voice, experience a touch of his presence.. i tell you it is Great! because i have experience this and i want you to experience it as well.. and all this will need to be overtime because you are drawing near to God and he is drawing near to you.. in James 4:8 it says "come near to God and he will come near to you" and then like the parable of the lost son in Luke 15: 11-20 when the son realise that he is lost and wants to come back to the father.. at a distance his dad saw him and ran towards him and threw his arms around him and kissed him. so lets always come back to God.. when we are close to him we can experience him.. we can know his heartbeat...

be bless.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

had dmm today with mei hwa.. and talked about going all out for god, risking everything for god.. i believe it will be fun!.. risking everything for God, living life at the edge of the building.. to start a revolution in ite.. how cool will it be? and you will see people going against you teachers going against you, and see students and teachers with you.. how cool will that be?.. if hitler can do it so can we!.. but do you dare to start one?.. for me i want to start a revelution for JESUS!! is going to be tough but who cares do it 1st talk later.

are you with me? to start a revolution

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

it sucks being sick... last saturday... my sickness started to show, but i prayed and god healed me.. then on sunday somehow it came back.. i prayed again.. but nothing happen.. until i can't take it anymore so i went to see a doctor yesterday.. well... i thought through y god didn't heal me.. and i think is because god wants me to trust in medical science too not just his power.. because medical science was created for a purpose and is to serve man.. when i thought through about the past where jesus was doing his ministry, he healed them because they believe in him but they did not have technology to help them. so i believe this is what god is telling me, to believe in medical science.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

New roles, new task, renewed spirit, everything new... i'm not sure how many people reading this will know that o'm actually going higher nitec in simei... well i got a call on manyday afternoon this week during camp. It was not a prophecy that i will go ns but is actually a test from God. is because i was willing to go where God put me. and becaue of this willingness i pass the test, and now God is bring me to greater height of his ministry. was prophesied by this brother peter troung about acts 1:8 and the word excellence. i will do my best not to slack in school since God gave me a chance to go back and serve him not only in studies but also ministry. my plan is to share the gospel to as many as i can in school not just do survey, but i must equip myself with answers that non believers will ask.

This coming tuesday DI 4 & 5 will go to HDb and TTSH to share christ and to pray for healing over te sick. I don't want to wait for people to come, in fact Jesus didn't wait for people to come but he went to them. the reason for this outreach is to share our faith and also live at edge of our life(stretch our faith). if we don't do that, we will not see god moving at all.

SEEK GOD AND NOT MIRICLES
Guess what i'm gonna fast from rice, noodles and bread for the next 40 days!! For health reason and also ministry(HELP) and i want to commit myself to exercise 3 times a week! for at least 2 hours.
ALL IT TAKES IS A YES OR NO. DON"T THINK!