shit man.. recenty have been drinking a lot.. not really a lot but.. is kinda a lot... but beer sucks!... it makes me dry after drinking... anyway....too many thought i've been thinking.. wanted to blog them down.. but just plain lazy... now also lazy to blog.. another time then blog

on Sunday, had my DMM... there was no teaching, but ended up in kingdom minded talk ..... it was very very long talk... and i believe at the end the conclusion was "the problem is with self, not God, not the church, or anyone else" .....

there are a few thoughts that I'm thinking for the past 2 days...

1) how long is eternal?.... imagine you end up in hell.. how long is eternal?.. or if you see your friends or family members in hell.. HOW, LONG IS ETERNAL?... are we taking his salvation for granted?...

2) what is true salvation?.... John 3:16 says "for God so love us that he gave his one and only son to die for us, whoever believe in him shall not perish, but have eternal life."..
then in
Philippians 2:12 it says "continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling,"..
if we believe in Jesus like what he said, we all will be saved.. but how come Paul says, continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling?

then in the Gospel matthew 22- wedding banquet (some will accept this, some will reject)

The king(God) sent his servant(us) to tell people about the wedding (the gospel) he has prepared. many rejected it. so he sent more servants to tell people about the wedding, still people rejected, and even some got killed (see the history of those who died for Christ because of the gospel)-(in the OT when people rejected God, he will destroy the place)
So he told his servants to go to the streets and invite all (that is where Christ tore the curtain of the Tabernacle, all can go into his presence). when the place is filled, the King spot a Beggar with no proper wedding clothes and told his servants to tie him up and throw him into the darkness(hell)- It is just like when the day of judgement, God ask what have you done with your life, when you can't answer him... that's it!...

but.. you will say.. how about the parable of the lost sheep, coin...-- well my answer is, that parable is just part 1, the full story is the wedding banquet.


For old believers, we should not be stumbled by this, but really think through.. are we grateful that God gave us salvation for free?, or are we taking it for granted?.... when we worship and praise him, is it truly from our heart?... are we taking evangelism lightly? every Gospel that we share, might be that person's last time to hear about christ.

Even pastors will go to hell!.. think about it....

-Die to the flesh but revived in your spirit-
-salvation is not just about receiving God, but also doing and taking his word seriously-

NOTE: I may not be totally right about it.. is just my interpretation

3) dilution of the Word.
when we teach, are we teacing or preaching to what people want to hear?... but the truth is not really there....

........Caution to all teachers and preachers of the word........
our judgement will be double



well... these are the thoughts....

O Lord my God, When I in awesome wonder,
Consider all the worlds Thy Hands have made;
I see the stars, I hear the rolling thunder,
Thy power throughout the universe displayed.

Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee,
How great Thou art, How great Thou art.
Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee,
How great Thou art, How great Thou art!

When Christ shall come, with shout of acclamation,
And take me home, what joy shall fill my heart.
Then I shall bow, in humble adoration,
And then proclaim: "My God, how great Thou art!"


i just love this classic hymn... speaking about how great god is.... take time to reflect upon this lyrics.. and you will see his awesome wonder in your life... past, present or future.. God is an awesome God. He is worthy.

I'm back from thailand!!

Praise the Lord ALMIGHTY!



let me say about my trip.

1st day- when touch down, together with my dad and one of his friend, we went straight to the golf course.. haha.. normally people would check into the hotel, but we are different. I won't say about my socres, because it kinda suck. but still is fun.. so let me jump to the second day.

2nd day- woke up early to play golf! at around 6am thailand time- so in SG is 7am!(always 1hr behind Sg) play till afternoon 12 to 1pm.. the weather there is good, not too hot not too cold, just nice... bla, bla bla.... going on to 3rd day

3rd day- woke up 6am again, wash up, ate breakfast.. this time i brought my mp3 and bible along with me in the hired bus(i didn't bring it on the 2nd day) the journey is really long.. like 1hr + just to play golf.. haha.. but thank God that i bring my bible, guess what!.. i was ministered by God through the WORD! amazing!... was reading 1st samuel- how he was raised and all that.. because his mom gave him to the lord and ever since he was young, smauel was staying in the temple of the lord and everyday was being ministered by God, after reading that, i was like WOW! I told God i want to be ministered by him EVERYDAY!!!..anyway as samuel grew, his stature with GOD and men GREW!.. because when we grow in the lord everything around us grow.. and i'm eager to see that in my life... it really motivates me to really just spend more time listening to God in a quiet place.... Praise him....

In the night, went to shop around, (sorry guys didn't buy anything for you all).. after shopping and all that was on the way back to the hotel and along the road, there was this little boy, around 7 to 8 years old, the 3 of us gave him some money... but i didn't have any coins, so i decided to give him a 100 bhat(sg around $4.5).. it may seem not much to me, but it means alot to him, he smiled back at me and i smiled back at him.. after i saw his smile a sudden rush of JOY that no words can explain!! (actually god was asking me to give in this trip.. but i don't know to who and how much, but he was the only begger that i came across face to face).. it was then i recalled what the YWAM trainner said, if you want to find Jesus go to the poor and the sick he will be there, it is so so true jesus was in that boy... but after walking further down, i felt like i want to give him all i have, but the money is my dad's not mine, so i give what i could.. and until now i can still see his smile in my mind... a beautiful smile that made the day worth it..

"LORD i pray that the boy will be bless even more by you, he will not use the money to buy drugs and any nonsense, but will use it to feed himself and his family.. Lord send Evangelist to him so that he may know you, guide him make his path straight, just like how you made mine"

overall in this trip, it was not the golf, not the shopping, not the food, that made it worth while, but it was God, it was the word and the boy...
well that's all about this trip.. i just want to share about this only, but it will make it look short..haha

be bless when you read it
be encourage when you read it
be inspire by the Holy Ghost when you read it
The Lord bless you.

Hello.. i'm back to blog.

This whole week i'm gonna miss a couple of events

1) men's conference!!
2) service
3) fellowship and more fellowship

reason because i'm going to bangkok on thursday(national day) till sunday.. to play golf.
Golf is a fun game if you know how to play, on tv it may seem boring, but when you play is fun.

I WANT TO GO MEN'S CONFERENCE!!!.. it's gonna be fun!!.. heavy activites(that's what i heard) like going to swim and all that!.. aaaarrrrrrrrr...
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It feels wierd to miss service once a while...

recently i have been singing everyday to God, my mouth just won't stop singing, and my brain just won't stop thinking of songs to adore God. haha... I hope God enjoys it..

BE BLESSE
BE ENCOURAGE

BE INSPIRE BY THE HOLY GHOST