help me! my thinking is becoming too realistic, like when i talk about things there is no hope from God or miracles in it! it's just too practical!!

now i know why people back slided even though they had tasted the power of God! this world is just full of temptations! and i NEVER want to be like them!
God please help.

Given my circumstances, i know what i'm like, there is this little fear of not being able to grow because of my work and my limited time. HELP!

Kitchen Nightmare

It's not Gordon Ramsay's tv show.. it's mine own Nightmare!!!
but it's funny too

this happened last night.. i was sleeping then there were like 3 to 4 scenes i can't remember how it which is first.

1) POTATOES CALLED AWAY!

then i woke up feeling like rushing to cook it

2) Don't just stand there! MOVE!

then again i felt to move to do something

3) something happened which i can't remember but it was havoc!

guess what i also felt like i was doing something

4) can't remember

and after all that, my mind became clear and i realise i was sitting on my bed dreaming.
and my heart was pumping fast.. the adrenaline was there killing me. but it was funny though.

it has been sometime since i blog... well still the same tiring life... at least one thing i know i got more discipline to go for sunday service....

it's only through the storms where rainbows are in the making... and after that everything is beautiful.. gonna trust in you God