1 more month to POP!

day 3 of my field camp, i cried not because it was tough but because of a letter that my mom wrote to me.. it was a heart warming moment where God really just showed me how much my mom really care and love me... i can't really describe it properly but it's one of those moments where God is restoring my relationship with my mom. put the past behind and head forward.

I think God is teaching me about his timing.. everything around me seems to be happening upon his time.. God is moving!

Shrek 4 is an interesting cartoon.

watched it last night at the cinema, there is something to learn from it and it's in the bible as well Genesis 25: 29 to 34.. to me it's base on the story of esau giving up his birthright for some stew.
but in shrek, he had everything he wanted.. but was also hungry to go back to live the way he was in the past.. and so he did went back.. he sold his rights to be a dad, a husband, a best friend just to feed his satisfaction of living in the past for one day.. soon he realise he was tricked and wanted everything back to normal. it is a happy ending for this fairy tale.

my field camp is just tomorrow, and after this week it means that no more high key activity! back to running and stuff. so anyway i went to navy open house a few hours ago, it's hot and the diving unit displayed a rescue operation on real time.. it's good to see, but at the same time i was inquiring about cooks in the army.. only the navy has it and i've got to sign on in order to be there, i asked the army and they say they never heard of it.. and strange thing was i saw it in the army magazine last month!.. things are a little dark for me now as i can't see where i'm heading to in the army.. it's really testing me to put my trust in the Lord of which unti i will go after july.. i don't want to lose this skill, but i want to sharpen it during my army days..

psalm 121:8

I MISS FOOD!

i really really miss the days of cooking, trying weird things that came out of my mind... and i miss beef so so much... i want to get back into the kitchen!.. and after a long long time of finding good food, P.S cafe at Dempsey was recommended by one of my friend but to me... IT'S RUBBISH!! their food is too much for me to take, i ordered a salad for a starter and it came in the size of a main course!!! i want good food.. really.. i can't really take the shit from the army cookhouse anymore.

right now i'm just counting down my days to pop 1 month and 3 weeks to go.. i really pray that God would put me into a place where i can cook.. i don't care if i have to go overseas.. i need the kitchen back.. it's like part of my life is gone.

2 more months to pop!

And God is still ALIVE!

remember the day when you are being water baptise? one of the question was "would you die for the gospel?"
now imagine this with me

someone is holding a knife at your throat and asking you to renounce your faith. What's your answer?

it's easy to say no right now, but what if the time really comes. Are you still able to say no? will you stand firm in your faith? and by the grace of God to see you through.

For me it's difficult to answer but when that time really comes i will know my answer. But it's a NO right now.

many Christians in china and around the world are being persecuted everyday, we must thank God for where we are right now and never take it for granted.