Praise God, today my supervisor asked me "are you free on sat morning?" i answered "maybe, why?" then he said "i want to send you for training class " wow.. by right after 3 months then can go for the training class... but praise god!.. it shows that i am good.. hahahah!..

GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME AND ALL THE TIME GOD IS GOOD!

I've decided to quit school, not because i hate school but because it is not my interest and that is not what i want to do in future. There is no point in studying if you don't have interest in that particular subject, and it will not be glorifying to God at all.. one and a half more year is a lot of time. i think if i go on it will be a torture to me. But you will ask how about evengilism?, well i've already got a plan for it, No worries. So NS here i come!

37! well done team(if you are reading this), let's continue to move towards what Christ wants us to do for him, although there are problems here and there, it's GOOD! with problems comes miracles! prepare for yourself for the work of the holy ghost. let's all move towards 50 by next yr june!.. WE CAN DO IT!

the week is drawing to an end, that is fast.

No school today, and is my day one working in fish and co(amk hub), well i think is not that tough but the tough thing is remembering all the seat numbers!. 4 different sections and i can only remember 1. Today was suppose to do clearing of tables, setting up of tables and giving water to customers, is easy and i feel kinda useless just doing that, somemore got many customers and i see all my colleges running around serving food taking order. My day will come soon hahah, sunday i'm gonna work again and i gonna be a runner(under training) not sure if is tough, but that is my job.

Praise GOD!!!

1st day of school and I'm PRAISING GOD FOR IT!!
I think because i'm happy to see my people in school, i think they are my motivation when i see them. It's a Good sign. I'm proud of Chen Wei TODAY!.. when i was having shpeherding with kelvin, Chen came along, but poor thing i told him to sit at one table behind us. But praise God for it.. 2 students came and sit with him, then he started talking to them and manage to get their number and they are very responsive he even invited them for service and they said ok!, one of them is a believer but the other is a free thinker, PRAISE GOD! CHEN have a break through today! i'm so proud of him.. haha, well done keep it up. and i got 74/100 for my last test. PRAISE GOD! today is truly a day worth living for.

Last night, was at jovin's sis birthday party. The food was GREAT!. but the best part was listening to Nel and alex(kok leng brother) talking about some spiritual thing, they were talking about the holy spirit, nel said this is the generation of Pentecost. And i agree with it, the church without the holy ghost is useless, we can plan mega events and let it run well, but without the holy ghost people's heart will not be move(only God can touch people's heart). not only that, we can't see mega conversation, yes we can do 1 on 1 sow but that is not good enough!, if we can have both why not!..

WE NEED AND MUST DESIRE THE HOLY GHOST TO WORK IN OUR LIFE

my aim for DI B(4,5,6) is to have the leaders equip and ready to minister anytime with the holy ghost and also to see miracles being done!.. i find that we are not seeing it when we should because that is what God says, it is tough but it can be done.... the key to it is our walk with God.

school is starting... man i really want to change myself in this area of liking the subjects.. although i don't like it.. but i need to like it if not i can't study....

Being a new leader leading a few groups... i found out my focus... it's not about becoming whatever "L" i still don't have the thought of becoming an SDL.. but i know what are my foucs now.. which is to outreach and train people who are willing to be train...

I LOVE MY PEOPLE!!!... they were here just now for Cg.. it's filled with FOOD!! YEAH!!! then i let them watch the hillsong united(all of the above) the teaching that i blogged a few days ago... i want to do something about myself.. but is hard.. aaaaarrrrrrrrrrr.......

MEI HWA.. i'm starting to miss you..hahaha.. but i won't cry... i will just miss you.

each time i think about your wondrous love.. i can't help but fall in love with you again and again...

i was thinking recently what will cause me to fall?... because I've been through testing, trials and temptation.. then i came to a conclusion.. RELATIONSHIP will make me fall... because i can say that what i went through did not cause me to leave God, but i have not gone through getting into relationship. i believe is this "God will not put us into temptation that we cannot bear"

it's not the right time yet... reason because

1) my focus will change(it will not be pleasing to God)
2) it will kill both of us(spiritual)
3) i will loose trust from people around me(everything i teach will be going against me)

liking a person is not wrong, but make sure don't do stupid thing.. account to spiritual buddy, mentor or higher authority so that they can keep watch over you. It's impt to have a strong brotherhood or sisterhood. There will be times where you will feel lonely, i've got to admit i do feel it too... but thank God he is always there for me when i got this stupid problem. I've like people before(I WILL NOT SAY IT HERE), but thank God he preserve me so that i can serve him 100% and give my best to my future wife.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It's been some time since i update...

Let's see....

DI CAMP!

IT IS AND WILL ALWAYS BE THE BEST CAMP!!.. I believe i met my objectives, which is to bring people into the presence of God, to let God use me as his mouth piece and to be closer with my Unit people.. it was the best!.. initially it was suppose to be 3d 2n, but guess what, Abi(small) book wrong..haha she booked 4d 3n.. she saw the booking thing put 3days(it meant 4d 3n) so, as blur like her she booked 3days.. haha, but if i book i think i will be like her LOL... the 1st night of worship.. it shooked the hearts of everybody.. GoD REALLY WAS there he was moving stirring the people's heart.. the 2nd day was a matt event. It didn't really went well.. but nvm.. we man gage to control it.. it was FUN, FUN and FUN.... the 3rd night.. RELAX... just pure fellowship.. really missed the camp.. i really want to have another one...

I just watched the Hillsong united(all of the above) DVD.. awesome!.. the teaching in there was great.. it is talking about being a light in the world.... AS we receive Christ.. we are a light.. JESUS is THE LIGHT.. and in matt 28:18-20 says "Go make disciple of all nation..." It didn't say only evenglist go make disciple of all nation.. it just say go and make disciple of all nation it is refering to US!! No matter what gifting we we have, ALL must evengilise!!. because that is God's heart beat. One simple to check to see if you love God. "If we don't love people, we don't love God at all, because his heart is for the people"

WE are the light of the world that cannot be hidden, like a city on a hill